Back at home after three week long in solitude. Away from things i love, everyone i love. Away from everything that actually i'll never can let go nor let me go. The distance was inevitable. The distance was much needed. It gives me a chance to think and rethink. It shows me things closer than ever.
The loneliness was familiar yet still painful. At the end of the day, it gives me new perspective of how life goes on with or without me. With or without my approval. Despise as i can, life still loves me as it was always. And the strange thing was, no matter how fierce my denial was, can't really let life slip away from my breath.
Truth or not, life doesn't really care. All it care about is, live, or be left. All it does is just surround me with all it's glitters, all it's complications. Love will never rule life. Nothing in this world can rule life. Confusion is just tiny cost for all the promises. Woe or bliss, up to you to take it my dear readers, there's always choices and chances in life.
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Thursday, February 8, 2007
Saturday, December 2, 2006
Great shows
Just watch one of my show which I hosted. It was not really a professional performance but it sure was a great time for me. All the audience was very kind and understood my lack of skill on the stage. They knew that hosting a show was not my specialty. Yet, they showed their appreciation tremendously. They stayed on their seats till the curtain down.
Made me feel great and boosted my self-confidence and encourage me to do it again and again. By the end of the year, I was not as awkward as I was on that night anymore. I felt more comfort on the stage and can produce more jokes conveniently, introducing numbers by numbers smoothly. With my nervousness reduced, I can speak clearly and grammatically better if not perfect. My lines became more structured and flows nicely. I can communicate much better with the audiences, and with my fellow crew.
See, being on board for so long doesn’t mean you can connect perfectly with your fellow workers. It takes strong will to open yourself and listen to what people said to you so that you can improve yourself and in the end, you achieve better results not only for yourself, but also for the team as a whole.
A great show not only depend on a good host. It involved many people in the team working their best to give best show. However, great numbers are nothing if the host can not introduce them accordingly. If the host can not make the audience comfortable and relax, and ready to see the numbers, the performers will surely looses some of their energy to give all they got.
Most cases showed that, the only thing that stands between a great show and bad show is, the host. Being amateur and exhausted, being appointed without any chance to say no, I walked on the stage with no knowledge of how to host a show at all. Everything was just mere blur for me. Most of lines I said on stage was instant. I walked on the stage with almost no preparation at all. Luckily, after several times, I managed to pushed aside my nervousness and put on display an easy going attitude. That way I can catch things on the stage better and become more spontaneous which sounds so fresh to the audience.
Every morning following the show, I always busy listening to people congratulating and thanking me for the night full of laughter. Some praised me so high I immediately saw it was fake. Some were sincere I felt perfect and promised myself to do better. For some reason none of them criticized me.
In all, those shows I hosted has become great memory for me.
Made me feel great and boosted my self-confidence and encourage me to do it again and again. By the end of the year, I was not as awkward as I was on that night anymore. I felt more comfort on the stage and can produce more jokes conveniently, introducing numbers by numbers smoothly. With my nervousness reduced, I can speak clearly and grammatically better if not perfect. My lines became more structured and flows nicely. I can communicate much better with the audiences, and with my fellow crew.
See, being on board for so long doesn’t mean you can connect perfectly with your fellow workers. It takes strong will to open yourself and listen to what people said to you so that you can improve yourself and in the end, you achieve better results not only for yourself, but also for the team as a whole.
A great show not only depend on a good host. It involved many people in the team working their best to give best show. However, great numbers are nothing if the host can not introduce them accordingly. If the host can not make the audience comfortable and relax, and ready to see the numbers, the performers will surely looses some of their energy to give all they got.
Most cases showed that, the only thing that stands between a great show and bad show is, the host. Being amateur and exhausted, being appointed without any chance to say no, I walked on the stage with no knowledge of how to host a show at all. Everything was just mere blur for me. Most of lines I said on stage was instant. I walked on the stage with almost no preparation at all. Luckily, after several times, I managed to pushed aside my nervousness and put on display an easy going attitude. That way I can catch things on the stage better and become more spontaneous which sounds so fresh to the audience.
Every morning following the show, I always busy listening to people congratulating and thanking me for the night full of laughter. Some praised me so high I immediately saw it was fake. Some were sincere I felt perfect and promised myself to do better. For some reason none of them criticized me.
In all, those shows I hosted has become great memory for me.
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