It's Not easy

It’s not easy being a man
Happy you want
Happy you dream
Not always what it seems.
Tragedy never came to common
Be great to experience real tragedy
Or tragedy first? Great or not?
No guarantee.
It’s not easy being a man
Life will never let it easy for you
Great men face the great feelings of tragedy
Noble grieve of lost, fear, amidst glimpse of hope
They enjoy it. Love it not but embrace it surely
Commoners blew things up hoping to make it tragedy
Commoners thought daily pains are tragedy to great them
Nothing daily can great a man
Only pure tragedy can great us
Are sure you are great enough to deserve the world?
Are you comfort enough with your greatness?
No….don’t get me wrong dear…look abroad….
What do you see? Great tragedies brought great ones arose
Causing tremendous tears incredible endurance
Adore as you wish, despise as you like, great men are great.
Mistakes they made, shines they brought, they are great.
Great men are great. They are men.
It’s not easy being a man. When your time is up, It’s not easy….

Jakarta, July 9, 2009

Korean Woman

A woman sang 60 hours
For her brain damaged husband
Breaking records of a German
A woman giving all she could do
For her beloved husband
Breaking everyone’s heart

He meant a lot to her
She did everything in her power
He is the one for her
She is not a sinner

Korean woman,
How can you possibly do that
O Korean woman,
What kind of love she had

Now look at me,
I’m young and healthy
Look at me,
Not too bad looking although a bit skinny

You see, my love is a true one
Not a one night stand
You see, it’s you I want
Never let you out of my hand

Look what you did
Look what you gave me
Where are you now
To see me down

Look my love, look what have I become
Look my love, this is me got no where to call home
Is it love, my darling?
Is it your gift, or God’s will?

No, I don’t think it’s destiny my dear,
I’m sure it’s not what we’ve meant to be
Trust me woman, you are way out of my limits
Losing you again is biggest hit

Thank you I wish could say
But not today
Thank you thought will be in my whole life
My eternal happiness you’ve wiped

Alone sat on the sand
Remembering when I was your man
Alone on my bed
Glimpse of you I’ll never had

Trust me, I’ll never trust again
Not to be betrayed again
Not to be trashed again
Not to be deceived again

O yes, I’ll never trust again. Not ever


Jakarta, February 16, 2007