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Tuesday, March 6, 2012

May I pray for us

Ma Belle Lilis,
New centre light of my life.
Long sought of my missing rib. 
Long sought of hereafter come on earth angel.
Empress of my heart. Half of my being.


God really is a teaser.


You see, the day I say my vow to thee dear love, was the brightest day on earth, even ocean and all its populations held their breath for us.
The day promise us so many joy and happiness. 
Endless one.
Yet, on the other hand, God, the master of irony showed me a glimpse of days full of pain and tears. 
I was shattered by the vision.


How can I not shattered?
The idea of hurting thy tender soul was unbearable.
The thought of tears shed from your gentle heart was excruciating.
Imagine that, on the day of unspeakable happiness, seeing grim days of tears and cries.
How ironic can that day be?


Thus, we walked our walk, we stood by the talk we've talked.
Here we go, three years now. Seemed like last night.
Here we go, 1.095 days 
26.280 hours
1.576.800 seconds later
Happiness we surely enjoy.
Tears obviously we've withstood.
Thank you dear love.
Thank you for walking the walk by my side.
I shall walk the walk tall with thee in my heart.
May there be millions more seconds I pray.
I thank thee for the day.
I thank thee for today.
I thank thee for thousands days to come dear love.


Jakarta, March 6th, 2012

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Missing Rib

Missing rib is the one ye blame
Yea this I know thou minds
Deny ye may try
I shall not bend on ye cry
Despise me all ye can
She completes me as a man
Dare ye to choose evil doer
This I doubt not a tiny
Fake pray ye may say
Mercy I beg for ye sake
Bogus faith ye may say
Pure love I have for the day
Missing rib always the one ye blame
Missing rib I shall not let in flame
Read this ye
Comprehend me
Ye shall see
Heaven with me

Jakarta, April 29th, 2010

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Father Read This



Father, read this
This me about to be a father
Father, read this
This me on the brink of new fear
Father, read this
This me dare not cry out



Father, read this, really
Wonder what thou would do
If thy son killed by a stranger
Wonder what thou would say 
If thy son under fear early in his life
Wonder where thou would turn
If thy son could not speak of his fear
Wonder How thee would see
If thy son constantly bullied by a stranger


Father, read this, really
This me tied by blood
Father, read this, really 
My awakening call for you
Father read this, really 
Please observe closely
Father, read this, really 
Understand my circumstance


Father, rise up and tell me 
What to do
What to say
When to do 
When to say
Father, read this, really
This me waiting for immediate answer
Father, read this, really
Thou son future is in thy wisdom 


Father, read this, really
Comprehend these words, thy son will be saved 
Father, long time no see, really
This me missing you 
Father, long time no see, really
This me longing thou to take me
Father, long time no see, really 
This me wishing thou wisdom to save me
Father, long time no see, really
This me wishing thou comprehend and save me
Father, save me...take me with you...
Missing you...


jakarta, Februari 22nd 2010

Beauty Is YOU

Beauty is not thy color

It’s how close we are
Not thy shape
It’s how we bond
Not thy richness
It’s how we embed our hearts
Not thy cuteness
It’s how we connect
Not thy flirt
It’s how thee comfort me
Not thy sigh
It’s the peace thee brought
Not thy shyness
It’s thy warmth
Not thy sweetness
It’s thy nobility
Beauty is YOU
YOU are beautiful my love.
Happy return of the day Liesku.
Thank you for everything.
Love you with my whole being…


Saturday, February 20, 2010

Please Tell Me

Can you show me how thee happy
Can you tell me how thee cross the river?
I need to know
I need to cross
Border of line
Line of love
None ever thought crussading through oneself
None want to face excrutiating moments of truth
Ooo beloveds…release me
Release me to the unknown chapter
Let me go
Let me swimm the mystery of words
So that I am what I am
So that I am who I am
Won’t you happy to see me standing tall?
Won’t you glad I am the triumphant?
No…no…no… Not this tall
Not this triumph
Not wihtout thy sacrifice
Not without thy prays
Can you tell me…


Jakarta, 20th February, 2010